The anxiousness and
The turbulent heart.
They are the most painful things but
indeed are worth suffering for.
I call them the sweet sufferings because
they always remind me of you,
they make me miss you every time,
they keep myself attached to you.
I’ve started cherishing these sweet sufferings
tomorrow we will meet,
will see each other,
will talk and spend good time together.
All these anxiety will be lost,
All those uneasy feelings will be whisked away,
All those sleepless nights will no more exist and
My heart will be peaceful and calm again.
I’ll so hate myself
for not being uncomfortable missing you.
I’ll so hate my heart
for not being anxious missing you.